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cause thats just who i am this week [13 Sep 2005|02:28pm] You think you know your possibilities Then other people come into your life And suddenly there are so many more. weird how you will look down on people for doing a certain thing and then one day you find yourself doing that same exact thing. but people make mistakes and im glad others can be so forgiving. well then there are those people who arnt so forgiving. and i guess you just have to deal with it and give them their time. i dont think you should be mad at someone forever though. whats the point in that? life is short, learn to get over it. I wish we could open our eyes To see in all directions at the same time Oh, what a beautiful view If you were never aware of what was around you <3     kiss me

[15 Aug 2005|07:49am] [ mood | happy ] i havnt been up this early in i dont know how long...maybe forever. it will suck waking up for school tommarow i will probably be dead. i have to go in today to pay for a parking permit yay. glad i got one, sure beats walking all the fucking time like last year. bored....decided to put pictures ( wooooo ) kiss me

[14 Aug 2005|02:28pm] [ mood | loved ] cool how i never update anymore . . .  eh. summer is just about over and it really makes me sad. i have been having such a good time, i dont want it to end. i think immmm in love and my sister is trying her hardest to ruin things. pshh too bad its not working, if anything its just making me and him closer. i hate people like that. people who only care for themselfs, people who will go out of their way just to make others miserable. i can honestly say i do not like my sister. i have realized who she is as a person and it MAKES ME SICK. okay enough of that time to move onnnnn. i need to go shopping! i also need a hair cut and ive decided that nicole richie is the cutest thing ever. whewhee i feel really lazy today. sitting here in my pajamas on the computer. Ahhh well i just got in a big fight with my dad and now i feel like eating a whole lot hahaha .... pizza bye! kiss me

[04 Jul 2005|01:35pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] happy 4ttttttthhhhh of julyyyyyyyy well it has been an interesting week for me. i experimented with new things..... met some new people and got a job yay. summer is going by so fast it dissapoints me BUT ive been having a lot of fun so atleast it has not gone to waste. yesterday i slept all day. partially because i felt like shit, but also since i was out all the night the night before. i decided to stay in last night and i rented Closer with my mom since i have been wanting to see if ever since it came out in theaters. i really didnt think it was that good? did i miss something in it or something...... ? but im in love with jude law, natalie portman has to be the cutest thing ever and you can never go wrong with julia roberts THERFORE it was still alright. and i dont know who the other guy in it is. Okay well time for me to do my laundry because the pile of clothes on my floor is getting really large and i have nothing to wear and uhhh yeah i hate doing laundry but whatever i hate the kids who have their parents do it for them and uhhh screw clothes all together because i really need to go shopping and YEAH. well have a good 4th of july im excited to watch the fireworkssss because they really do entertain me. <3332226347!   1 kiss kiss me

[23 Jun 2005|11:33pm] my last night in orange county i will miss it i love hunnington beach & laguna beach i will misssss the people and swimming in the ocean and shopping in the really really nice stores and shopping in the unique beachsideish stores and ummm everything else im happy to come home though to my ryan !!! and my ali and myyyy daren and my ben and my edgar and everyone else i have missed oh so much !! kiss me

lalalala [30 May 2005|02:29am] [ mood | bouncy ] heres some ( pictures!!! ) 2 kisses kiss me

and will your love keep burning baby [27 May 2005|02:07am] [ mood | sick ] mother fuckerer i feel sick. hmm and either dusty got me sick, or tim. and i really hope dusty got me sick since tim has whooping cough or something i dont even know. UHHHH i hope i dont have that. well today was okay i guessss. ali had to wait around her house for the cable guy to come do stuff or something, so edgar and i waited around with her for him and the doush never came so it was a waste. except i got to straighten alis hair and its so beautifuuuuul. since her hair is literally curly q-sue it was fun to see it done differently. too much work though, hm guys have it easy. and alis birthday on saturdaaay, im excited and im determined to get her something really really good. except i dont know what. tommarow will be spent figuring that out. <333  kiss me

[26 May 2005|05:43am] I am a university student. I am a cuddler. I am a good dancer. I am a huge fan of lists. I am a morning person. I am a perfectionist. I am a Republican. I am allergic to something deadly. I am an only child. I am Catholic. I am content as of this moment. I am currently in my pajamas. I am currently pregnant. I am currently single. I am currently suffering from a broken heart. I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father. I am good at styling other people's hair. I am left handed. I am married. I am obsessed with my LJ. I am online 24/7, even as an away message. I am procrastinating by filling out this list. I am resentful that I have to grow up. I am very shy around the opposite sex. I am, or was, pigeon-toed. I bite my nails. I can be paranoid at times. I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go. I collect picture frames. I consider myself to be a 'nerd'. I currently have a crush on someone. I currently regret something that I have done. I curse frequently. I do not believe people are inherently good or evil. I don't hate anyone. I enjoy country music. I enjoy jazz music. I enjoy smoothies. I enjoy talking on the phone. I have a car. I have a mobile phone. I have a hard time paying attention at school. I have a hidden talent. I have a hobby. I have a lot to learn. I have a pet. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy. I have all my grandparents, none of them have died. I have at least one brother and/or sister. I have avoided work to play with my livejournal. I have been in a real relationship. I have been in a threesome. I have been rejected by someone. I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship. I have been to an anime convention. I have been to another country. I have been to Europe I have been to Las Vegas. I have been told that I am very smart. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. I have broken a bone. I have Caller I.D. on my phone. I have changed a diaper. I have changed a lot over the past year. I have cheated on a significant other. I have counted down the days until the summer. I have dated a close friend's ex. I have done something illegal. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have gone scuba diving. I have had major surgery. I have had my hair cut within the last week. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. I have had the cops called on me. I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. I have kissed someone of the same sex. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. I have mood swings. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I have rejected someone before. I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy. I have seen the television show The O.C. I have swum in the ocean. I have tried a drug that is illegal. I have tried sushi. I have watched Sex and the City. I have watched a porn movie. I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants. I know how to shoot a gun. I like being the center of attention. I like eating Ramen noodles. I like my handwriting. I like Shakespeare. I like the taste of blood. I like to cook. I like to sing. I like to vacuum. I love learning foreign languages. -I love Michael Jackson. I love my friends. I love olives. I love rain. I love sleeping. I love to play computer games. I love to shop. I miss someone right now. I own 100 CDs or more. I own a home. I own and use a library card. I play a musical instrument. I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream. I read books for pleasure. I shave my legs. I sleep a lot during the day. I strongly dislike math. I think Britney Spears is pretty. I think long strings of html code look cool. I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. I was born in a country other than the USA. I watch more TV this year than last year. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I watch soap operas on a regular basis. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I will try anything once. I work at a job that I enjoy. I would classify myself as ghetto. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I like orange kool aid. I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'. I like being at school. I always love wearing sweaters. I love water polo. I am currently wearing socks. I am being nostalgic right now. I hate summative season. I am tired. I love to paint.         2 kisses kiss me

[22 May 2005|04:00pm] [ mood | hot ] i got to see daren yesterday, since hes been gone forever and edger also comes back today from military school so it will be cool to be able to hang out with him again. yeah and i just finished washing my car out in the hundred degree weather and i almost died it was so hottttt. i really dont understand how i used to be able to sit in the sun all day and everyday last summer for the pupose of tanning.stupid. im in the mood to go see a movie or something because its nice and coool in movie theaters and you can relax and eaaaaat eaaaat eat, but theres no movies out that really appeal to me. mehhhh... oh and i watched tim being on the news talking about star wars today. haha funny tim!!! alright yeah goood times. 1 kiss kiss me

1 2 3 fo 5 are we on the air ?! [20 May 2005|06:39pm] [ mood | cheerful ] FINALLY. it is summer, schools out and now i can actully take a minute to update my journal. which i havnt written in for the longest time. finals week was horrible. it dragged on, and went by extremely slow. mostly because my mind was so worked up about studying and getting good grades. except i never actully went through with studying for anything. and i mean that. i dont really know where all my time went, but it was somehow wasted away with something. but WHATEVER, thats over with. this was the worst year for me, except there were some really really good moments that i wouldnt ever take back. just the small type of moments that make life seem so happpppy and all that other stuff. the good times probably just stick out so much for me because everything else sucked. if that makes sense. okay so im getting a job for the summer so i can buy a bunch of clothes and other fun stuff that i dont have. and im going to lighten my hair soon since that what i do in the summer. go blonde, wooooo. and this is pretty much it for now. <3 kiss me

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